Well here I am , I just turned forty four two weeks ago . I am in the begining phase of a divorce after eighteen years of marriage .I have four kids and I am trying to get custody of them.
I have smoked two packs a day for the past three years and drink quite a few beers as well, oh and by the way I am from Ireland . I wanna do a blog for quite a few reasons, one being a means to let my frustrations out the others off the top of my head I wont place in any order of importance.
Over the next year I want to achieve five things.
1. Be a great dad.
2. Stop smoking
3. Stop drinking
4. Get fit again.
5 Become myself again.

I do have some sketched out game plan but nothing is organized . As you can imagine when you go through a divorce everything becomes chaotic and in my case that is what happened.